is this a promise that will be kept?

i missed typing my thoughts down instead of letting it wander aimlessly in my head.

for some lame reasons, i have to give up blogging in a while. and when you're starting again on a long abandoned habit, it felt somehow weird. i've gotten so used to reflecting on myself during that time between heavy lidded eyes and that spaced-out zone. the very few minutes before heading to sleep was the only time where i was allowed to stay idle and let my head speaks for itself. But those times were gone, and i'm done dealing with high school.

and now, thanks to the excessiveness amount of freedom, i've let myself slipped into this indolent life ethic. this blog is supposed to avoid me from being a sloth and to maintain/improve my writing skill. so here i am, racking my brain to find some monotonous words, forming them to sentences and finally let them depict my life.